How Long

…Fingers hovering over keys in the backround mind is screaming please release me set heart free upon the great white page.No the soul exclaims do not,do not relaese this pain for all to see as they purooze that whitch is me.The mind so oft befuddled and so many feelings muddled inside the heart he wants to shout to the heavens now with joy and again to protest the burden there.The mind is lost in between the epic struggle of heart and soul searching self motives right wish now on that star so bright,I know,I know that this is right and loves waters run pure through heart mind soul oh when will man again be whole.

…Confusion reins thoughts are struggled from the mind so oft befuddled.Lost in shuffle man appears from seeming nowhere heart sheds tears this lonely empty day with the man just has it’s way.Fingers freely pounding while thought of feelings abounding and still the man remains standing there,naked before his God and kind can no longer mind the soul and keep control of pains now built in.When cries man to heart and soul when does this the nice guy win.What proof have I to give that deep inside feelings live they are there not right nor wrong and still the heart just wants to belong.

…Epic struggle continues inside man he is outside looking in.Simple man the humble man just simply wants to win his heart’s delight has he not earned yet the right for his love to give recieve in kind is love blind to what happens here.Approached and close he did dare touched the heart that was found there then set aside to abide waiting for what not sure.Still he cries into dark of night my love is pure heart mind soul are oh so sure that this is right could not be wrong to wait now question,question just how long and still this KNOWING can’t be wrong……………………….

………………Peace To All Who Pass This Way………………………………………….

………………….The catsman PhD(school of hard knocks)……………………………

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One Response to How Long

  1. Leslie Kavourakis says:

    To some of us, who experience this great travail, the lesson, that sometimes is bitterly learned is that pure love, born in the innocent heart and the desire of the soul for a lifetime of devotion, is just not enough….a cruel passage at best.

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